st. ed's is gone. there's lots of spaces in the parking lot. the rain looks kind of cold. haven't seen the reverend in a while. lots of white cars out there.

yesterday my father sent me an email telling me that he had a new girlfriend that was 28 going on 29 from central america. he attached pictures of them together. of her in the kitchen. after my initial response of "are you shitting me?" and "you're not serious" i was just like "she's younger than me." and his response was "only by a year. you can help her with her english." talk about immediate break down. it was 5 minutes before he was like "gotcha."

i was like "dad, you fuckin made me cry."

now i know what fathers must feel like when their daughter says something like "daddy, i'm dropping out of college and quitting my really cool record label job to move 1500 miles with my significantly-older-unemployed-boyfriend named moho, to austin, texas and maybe becoming a cocktail waitress."