it's not a russian novel.

i was watching "heathers" today, and i swear to god, christian slater and winona ryder making out is still as hot as it has always been.

right now seems to be a time of extreme change for so many people in my life. and with a large portion of them, including me, the changes have been so ... unforseeable, that it makes me stop and think about how amazing time is. and what it does to you...or what you do in it.
the conversations i've had with people in the past few days...
"did you ever think when you were shooting dope a few years ago that now you'd be the head chef of a restaurant?"
"did you even think a few months ago that you'd be in nyc?"
"did you ever think when you were a mess of a person that now you'd be a school teacher?"
"did you ever think that our girl of a hot mess would be in grad school with everything paid for?"
"did you ever think that when you were working at the peep show that now you'd be a yoga teacher?"
"did you think you would ever leave your comfort zone?"
"did you ever think you'd go there again?"
"no, and it's fucking scary as hell..."

it's just totally crazy to me how quickly time passes, and the changes that happen...i'm just totally stunned on a daily basis.